Help me!!!!

Havent got much time to update the blog coz the last few days havent been busy hanging out with kat and jon. Kat made fantastic meals and heart them! :D

Went to Kildare the other day and it was quite a fun trip with good company. The weather was fantastic and the sun shone whole day! Thought the wind was pretty strong and chilly. I got an unreal bargain from the quicksilver shop there which offered me a jacket for 1 euro, the original price was 210 euros! OMG! lol Kat and me still couldnt believe and get over it even after we got out from the shop! lol

Had korean bbq at night and it was sooooo much that we kinda forced ourself to finish it and my stomach nearly exploded. I havent been eating for much for a really long time. Just kinda lost appetite in this lonely, cold and windy city. And now since everyone is back its gonna be pretty exciting again, hopefully.

I am so lazy to do my assignment now. It is suppose to be finished and uploaded by tomorrow but since my fren said the lecturer didnt really need us to answer every question just made me kinda...er...wat if i dont do it? hahaha..

Well i will still try my best to finish it, if i can..

Well the other day Kat was telling me about her shopping spree and showed me a leather bag she bought from ted baker for hung! OMG it was so nice. It kinda made me jealous and i wan one too!

So i was looking through thking which to buy coz i dont wan to have the same bag as hung! Hell no! Rumors will starting flying around again if i do! *ahem ahem*billybeinggay*ahem*ahem*

Anyway i had my eyes on the paul smith mini cooper collection. Its cute and attractive. I might looks a bit gayish to some ppl and once again, I am NOT gay! -.="

I have been looking around but cant seems to find it. There are plenty of them on ebay and auction sites but they are too good of a bargain to be real!

Today i went to BT and looked around the Paul Smith section and i couldnt find any :( So i asked the salesman there and he said they are out of stock and not sure when will they be available again >.< Argggh...so i have decided, i will just hold on to my desire and wait wait wait, hopefully my patient pays off in the end :/

Drowning with assignments

I have been really busy lately with assignments coz we wanna finish them before the easter break so we can use the break to STUDY!!!!!!!!!! omg we are turning into nerds...well at least i am..which er..my coursemate they already were..lol.

Well i was so sleepy in class..couldn't concentrate and tired. I am blaming kat!!!! COz her meals are too tempting to skip especially that big grin she has on her face when she was inviting me! :D Well really enjoy it and it was great fun playing monopoly..to be more exact is the the two of them, kat and alex gang up on me! >.<

I am kinda addicted to this new game that i was introduced called boggle and its fun! Make up all those nonsense words and try to beat kat with me and Alex's combined score..so much fun, so little time. Hehe..

Anyway this friday will be another fun day with kat cooking curry..damn i still have lotsa food in my frig and they are expiring soon ! XD

Anyway

THX Kat! I love your cooking

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Killing my precious time

Another lousy day which i had to wake up early and came into college just to find out that the lab had been cancelled which....atleast 3 of us not knowing =.-"

Now i am stuck here in the college trying to do my assignment...

no mood

...trying to study...er...

hell no

...talking to fren on msn...

boring!

 

Suddenly an idea pop-ed out in my head as a song has been spinning around in it for ages..hope i can quickly get a hold onto the guitar tabs and able to play it with my housemate soon enough :p

Say goodbye to the past and focus on the future.

Many things have happened around me. There are sorrows, cheerful, anger, and sweet moments. Those are the important remedies in life and enjoyed them to every bit. Life is like a bullet flying through different spaces and environments. It cant be paused. It ends when it stops. So, i have to appreciate every moment of it and adaptive skill is vital. Unpredictable changes happen all the time and things pop-ed in and out. "surprised!"

Its time to move on.

Blogging..

Finally i am back and thinking to post something more. I never thought that i will be writing blog one day. This is probably the second blog post in my life.

Exam is around the corner and i think this gives me reason to write something here instead of studying. Have been slacking a lot and study is really something i want to get rid of as soon as possible. I am just not a study type person.

I think that the concept that 'you have to study hard so secure your future', 'the more you study the better your future' and all those 'your future is depend on your cert' are all wrong. They are so implemented into our society nowadays. I remember when i first told my mum that i loves drawing and next time i want to be a designer. The first reply i got was, its not a secure job. I was thinking, what is known as a secure job, at the age of 14. Is there really such thing as a secure job? I mean you can be successful and respectful everywhere with any kind of job as long as you are able to enjoy it and show good result from it. You don't have to be a doctor or a lawyer to be on top of the society. Instead how many successful person in this world we are living in are from this kind of career.

Life wouldn't be meaningful if we cant choose the path we want to go. Who wants to be controlled all the time like a puppet. I know my mum understand that and also, I know my mum just want me to have a better future but not going into a road of no return. I really respect those who are able to have the courage to go on and do the different. They do what people do not usually do. They are able to create miracle. To me, they are magician. They are able to build up their own future from nothing and in those typical 'normal' people, they seem insane. They are able to live and fully appreciate their own life.

I am still very dependence. I rely on my family a lot. But i am still waiting, that one day i will grow and mature, to be able to handle all problems by myself and to help others. The day when i can do whatever i want and solve all obstacle so as to reach the goal in my life, that when the moment i take my last breath, i will have no regret but to smile.

Emotions

Emotions is an intense mental state that arises autonomically in the nervous system rather than through conscious effort, and evokes either a positive or negative psychological response.

Sometime i just have to find a chance to talk abouat it before it drives me crazy. Usually people makes 3 quick desicions whenever they have the chance to talk bout their feelings. Whether to say what we feel. Whether to express the feeling. Whether to work at problem solving. We usually make these decisions...

I have been living in a small community and everyone knows everyone. Its pretty hard for me to find someone to talk or express my feelings to.

And so....I decided to write here.

I dont care if anyone is going to read it, comment on it, like it or not, I dont bother at all. Because i think that i am just insignificant. Just let me be an anonymous here.